Do you know the feeling when you make a decision that seems good in every way in the moment and when you get close to the fire you are seriously wondering what the hell you got yourself into? Well, that’s how i feel right now. This week was so hard. I’m really bad with goodbye’s. And that’s basically al i’ve been doing for the last 3 weeks, saying goodbye to everyone. You know, leaving for 6 month really puts everything into perspective when it comes to your loved ones, they make it very hard for you to leave.

For the past 2 days i’ve been feeling really nauseous, causing everything to go really slow. There were things that I needed to buy and yes.. my suitcase was still chilling in the living room completely empty…
Luckily my aunt and my little nieces came to pack my suitcase for me. Now, that is what we call love. They were the best packing team, if it wasn’t for them my suitcase would still be empty today.

Anyway, today Judith and I are on our way to Bangkok and I have mixed feelings. I’m sad for leaving everyone, but I’m excited because Bangkok is gonna be bomb (in Jesus’ name, Amen.) We have a short stopover in Qatar in a few hours. I really hope I’ll fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes because I’m living on 2 hours of sleep. Last night I stayed up and cleaned out my room. I threw all my old stuff away because there’s nothing better than coming home to a fresh room.

Mood: So I’m very sleepy but since there is wifi on board….